| Yay! I got a 4.000 =D I was so happy, I cried when I saw my grades! I got straight A's so I deserve something good, right?! Wrong. Well, I got the shittiest New Year's Eve & New Year ever! I'm not meant to have fun on New Year... this has happened before =*[ All I gotta say is all men are fucking assholes and when it comes down to it, they're just in it for the pussy. Fucking pigs.
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| Yay! Finally an entry =]
So instead of failing classes and getting kicked out of school after this quarter, I've been getting A's on all my school work & exams for every class. I never thought that it was possible in college until now. I am very thankful for my extremely supportive and laid-back family and great friends who helped me through this qtr. =D I will continue to work hard to pull my gpa up and to prove that I deserve my brand new BlackBerry Storm!!!
While we're on that topic, I really need a job for my expensive shopping habits. I've came up with a way to finance my new phone but I need more money for food, clothes, nails, and all them extra essential girl stuff. Now that I'm not on AP anymore and I have a 'phat' chance of being on the Deans List, I really hope campus will hire me. *cross fingers*
I don't have any insightful life or self realizations to share right now. I really don't understand how ppl can update this thing often...
I'm out. Peazy.
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| Perhaps I should start blogging again...
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| So now I know the truth... The (old) news that I didn't want to hear and the same matter that all my friends kept from me for my own good. I gotta admit that I'm feeling pretty bummed. *sigh* She must be an amazing person...
Wow. I hate myself for being such a failure.
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| What are the most important things in life? Most people would probably say, "Family, friends, and good health." However, I just realized that grades and money are all I think about since I started school again... As a matter of fact, my life revolves around not getting kicked out of school and saving enough money for rent and tuition. I rarely call my parents and I definitely do not catch up with old friends enough. I pretty much don't give a damn about my health since I smoke, drink and have a pretty whacked sleeping schedule. What am I doing to myself?! When all else fails, family and friends will be there to make those hopeless moments brighter. I really do wish all of them good health and happiness because when they're happy, I'm happy. Even though I say that, I can't help but worry about school and money day and night... I'm sorry I don't have the capacity to be 100% socially active and studying engineering at the same time. *sigh* I only wish life wasn't so complicated.
Bad grades again... trippin' balls bcus the end of Summer Quarter is coming up. I think I'd rather get ran over by a big rig then fucked by a necrophiliac than fail in school.
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